Something i wrote yesterdayThe lights began to get dim and my heart started to continuously get slower. I knew something was wrong, but I wasn't sure if it was the voices in my head playing their mind-boggling games again or loves other side...fate . Well whatever it was I knew I had to do something about it I couldn't go on like this any longer . I started grasping for air as if it were my very first breath. By now I had collapsed but not physically I had fallen into the deepest darkest Hell no one could ever imagine . All of these thing... these creatures began stabbing me and doing torturous things to my mind I was screaming and everyone was staring but iSomething i wrote yesterday
Devious Journal Entry
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and another thing with this whole school shooting issue whats this i read about you not caring if it was your time or not, you know damn well that if someone was to come to school threatening to shoot you you would be scared and crying and probably praying to the God that your supposed to not believe in....you can say that you dont believe in God all you want to and you can pose about being and aethiest or whateve rbut when someone does hold a gun to your head and you can actually not pray within yourself to any god.....then you will be serious with yourself and everyone else. anyway your never going to change so i dont really know why i do this, i think it just lets me get this shit out and let everyone else know that your INSECURE!
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roses are grey, violets are grey, i am dead and colorblind...
Rember that livejournal thing? forget it.
Go to [link] and register there. Its the same thing only... a different website. And you don't need a code to get one. Go to the red navigation menu and click "create a journal" or whatever.
My screenname is Rockaby so add me to your friends list when you get one. kbye.
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roses are grey, violets are grey, i am dead and colorblind...
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roses are grey, violets are grey, i am dead and colorblind...
That was one hell of a bitch-out!
:rolf:
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We're all pawns, my dear.
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Your apology is worthless. Once this is over.. what next? We're just going to go on happy until we fight again? Sorry, NO.
Honestly, I can say you're one of the worst people I've associated myself with. I can't even believe I forgave you in the past. You've taken my necklace that I would still LOVE to have back.. and you DID have my shoes (until you asked for the pants)..and shirts..and those pants (which you STILL have). I cannot believe I kept giving in. I feel so stupid. You have no idea. What is it with you and other peoples stuff? From reading Chris's post I can see you still have something that belongs to him too! WTF Brittani.. is this like some kind of game to you? " I HAVE YOUR STUFF.. AND IF YOU AREN'T MY FRIEND I WON'T GIVE IT BACK TO YOU NANANA-BOO-BOO" My god. Get a life.. AND YOUR OWN STUFF!!
OHOH and Chris makes another good point..before you dated Joel, him, or ricky you were into all that weak music. You had eminem written over everything in your binder, you kept a picture of him in a SPECIAL little plastic cover and BLEH! OMG You also went to church EVERY fucking Sunday. And you went to church sleepovers and.. OMFG you could have been the #1 golden girl for goodness sake. Then when you started dating him you were all like "I don't believe in god..." "I cussed out my mom" "I'm going to hell"...WEAK!!! Now-a-days you're all like "ROCK ON!" and " LETS GO SKATING"!! Thats not you. K now I know you're going to turn this section of my message on me ... SO.. I'll just take a little bit of time to defend myself. Yes, I did listen to rap.. but you forget.. I ALWAYS kept an open mind.. I was into everything from mest to ja rule to evanescene to the ataris. And come to think of it.. I still hold an open mind to music. So don't even start talking about how I made some HUGE change.. because I didn't. Sorry. I still dress preppy and I will continue to do so. OH AND ANOTHER THING! Yes, I care how I look in school! Get the FUCK over it. Big deal if I like my hair to be halfway decent.. You don't have to sit there and run your mouth like "OMFGGGG.. YOU'RE SUCH A PREP.. HARDY HAR HAR".. stfu.
And don't ever say anything about "OMG.. I hope nothing ever happens to ricky and me" Because...
YOU'VE BEEN THINKING ABOUT IT! You're always talking about "If..." in roll call. You said "If anything were to happen to me and ricky.. I would date nico or murphy" .. ROFL .. how stupid can you be? You're always flirting with nico and talking about how girls are all over ricky... yeah. I'm sure ricky would be happy to know about you constantly "googling" over nico. k. ... If you love him so much then .... ... You just really need to think about what is important to you both and NOT JUST YOU.
A REAL relationship is beyond you.
AND SOME MORE STUFF I'D LIKE TO SAY TO YOU!!!
-You can't even say that I don't say this shit to your face. We covered a lot of this Thursday... but you were all like "um.. yeah.. whatever.. whatever...whatever.." That's ridiculous. If you're going to talk shit you're going to take shit too! My shit! Now that's the reason I'm writing this here. SO you HAVE to listen to what I have to say. You can't fly your hand up in my face or try and make things physical OR make me take pity upon you by crying til your eyes turn red...
-Another reminder that Jeanna's after school life is none of your business. She's not FLIRTING with other guys.. DRINKING AFTER them.. ASKING THEM TO SIT NEXT TO HER (hint: these sort of things take place between 1 girl that can't keep her feelings tamed .. and 1 guy named nico).. So yeah.. she's within her "dating rights" She's just hanging out. Get over it.
-Brittney Maynard is one of the greatest people I know. Everything I said to YOU about her.. I said to HER so don't think that she was "shocked" when you told her all the b/s. She's a great friend. I don't care WHAT she looks like, WHAT music she's into, WHO she has a crush on.. or any of that superficial junk that SHOULDN'T EVEN BE A FACTOR when it comes to friends.
-OOO and a little bit of a random fact.... You said that you that were prettier than Christina Aldermen (or however she spells her name.. lol @ me acting all bad and not knowing how to spell her name.. ROFL) .. I can't believe you just SIT there and talk about people and then act like NOTHING is wrong at break. I think that you're just her friend because shes dating Chris and she is kind of "your link" to him. I could be wrong.. but .. I'm not often. MUAHAHHAHHHAHA. K anyway.
-Don't go running off to people talking about "OMG YOU SHOULD READ THIS MESSAGE RITA WROTE ME ON DA!! OMG..SHES TALKING MAJOR SHIT... WE SHOULD KICK HER ASS" This is between you + me. I don't want to fight. AT ALL.. Lets just forget about each other. Don't talk to me.. and I won't even glance at you.
-Now this with you and I.. is WAY different from what is to become of you and Jeanna.
SOOO.. if you're having trouble coming up with a summary of what I'm trying to say...let me break it downnnn.. *does the cha-cha* <3
1- we're not friends
2- you and jeanna.. are whoa not friends
3- you're emotionally weak and need some sort of "stability" because you let people influence you to the point that you aren't even YOU anymore..
4- STOP PLAYING GAMES! BY THE TIME YOU REALIZE HOW HORRIBLE YOU TREAT SOME PEOPLE.. YOU'LL HAVE NO ONE LEFT TO FALL BACK ON!!!
HAVE A GOOD YEAR!! <3
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